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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Thnx for supporTing BEe.... Feel so glaD to see u thERe and Be my sidE when i waS tremblIng....

Haha... Yeah!!! After 1 yeaR plus, finallY i got thE 1st achievemeNt in A cappella...

I waS so depreSS and i intEnT to quiT RR afTEr this copetitivE bc it waS reallY dIShearTen to achiEve ntH theRE :(

Finally.... we'vE got In!! My teaRs rolleD in my eYes and i nearly Shed my teaR for the Joy of aChieVement....

I couldn't believE thaT we've goT in & now, we hv to compeTE against The all Guys' team (from SP).

They wERE greaT!! doubtLEss.... ThougH i knoW thE chanCE for us to Beat them successfullY is really tinY, but nevERmind, at leasT we wEre the 2nD amonG the 6 teams :)

Good Luck to me~~~ Good luck to FOS!!!!

Hope we have a nicE PerformancE infrOnt of the judgEs on mondaY Ya :)

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10:18 PM;

Baby, thank you for forgiving me over that issue. I know its my fault and I can't stop blaming myself still. I know it has affected us somewhat. Deep down I know you're still fuming with anger. But I'll keep trying nevertheless. I'm sorry =( .

But the good news, congratulations to you and your team mates for getting into the finals. You guys were fabulous. Your hard work and effort paid off without waste. I was glad to be there but unfortunately I wasn't able to stay for the results and see the smile of your face when you guys got the announcement. You guys deserve it.

Oh, and a little something for you.... Your favorite smelly cat. =D

Love, Bee

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12:18 PM;

Monday, July 23, 2007

WTF...
Wht kind of qs waS that???
Did i go for abortIon before??
So i look Like thaT kind of giRl who can anyhOw fuck??
DaMn it...
That qs seriouSly insulTed me deepLy...
My heaRt is not pain.. no Pain... yEt it is broKen!! jusT likE thE glaSS smashEd by THe stonE...
I wanted to forgivE him for being innocenT, but is thaT the excuse??
No one cAn accepT such Qs... no one!!!
EVen guyS also shockEd hearinG this QS...
i reGreteD... regrEted for tellinG the trutH in the 1sT placE...
I was The one who insulTed myself... i aM thE jokE of the worLd...
Failure...
Nth can help...

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7:39 PM;

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Oh dEAr.... i trueLy toucheD by wht u have written for Me in this Blog.

I alweZ want to Thnx for eveRythinG that u hv done to me althougH i alweZ saiD AnythinG.

I likE thE waY we CompromisEd to eaCH othER

and

i liKE the sinceRE thaT u've showEd to me whenevER we Had our converSation.

WalkiNG in the Rain from LavendER MRT station, aLL the WAy to BeacH roaD juZ to have one bowL of chili Noodle And StrolliNG all THe waY fROm BEacH rOAd to BugiS was thE MosT uniqUe waY of DatinG that i had Ever Had :)

HavinG emBracEd bY ur aRMs haS melteD my entirE heaRt and thaT's thE reaSon I showEd my lovE to u in returN.

ThnX for ur concERn & GivE in to me Most of the Time.

I reaLLy enjoyEd my moviE anD the mOmenT that we Had togeTHer altHough someonE was quitE confuseD by thE plOt of the movie... keke~

SorrY for DragginG this bloG for so lonG...

i hopE u likE wht i Have donE and the neO prinT as well...

TakE good caRe of youRself and maKe surE u resT enougH so tat u cAN recovER soon...

RemembER wht u saID, brinG me for my Tau Hue Only when u reCover kk??

WaiTing for it..

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9:26 PM;

I totally enjoyed the time we had yesterday. Everything seem to happen too quickly. But I've truly cherished every single second we had together. It was just too incredible. I could even put it that its one of those happier days that you would wish for in your life. So now you know that I'm afraid of being tickled at the waist, and I know the fact that you love to sweep the streets of Singapore. But what matters most is the bonding we had, which were way more important. The thing I really love is that we could never run out of topics. Your wide smiling bubbly self just cracks my day. I wish I could just see your natural smile endlessly. And your gifts, they are strongly appreciated by me. Its not any special occasion, but still you made memorable stuff for me. It ain't big or expansive, but what matters most is the thought and sincerity that counts. You've been really nice hun, and I seriously appreciate it~ I know you're not feeling too well now, but just do me a favour and look after yourself please? Oh, and one more thing, I don't believe in fortune tellers =]

Love Joey

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12:36 PM;

Monday, July 16, 2007

It's ok bEE....
Nth la, juZ want to Let u knoW how i think :)

Well... finally, i went homw on Sunday morNing.... very very Early in the morNing..

I didn't actually sleep before i went homE because i waTched the IndiaN moviE ... haha

Ok, I thinK thaT was the happieSt trip Home bc i enjoyed my Whole day in JB

We weNT to Kota Tinggi for Bah Kut teH

thEN we wenT to Aeon Tebrau City for Movie

Lao di dok stiLL angry wif me, bUt aftER the moviE, he ok ald...

i felt so sorry to him bc he kena chased out by the cinema conductor for being underage and watCh DIE HARD secretly :(

I scolded that guy and i willing to throW away my FAce juz bc one movIe

Damn... but he really piSSed me off la... sincE when JB's cinema become so Strict???

AnywaY, after the moviE, i went homE and we get readY for the dinneR :)

HAha.. seriously long Time never go for such good dinner ald (i mean dinE in @ gRAND StrAIT vIEW ). wE HAD sHARK fin, cold platE, Shou mian and etc.

Although i dieT, i still eat lo, just eat very very sLow....

Hm... i can tell thaT my parentS heart Pain to see me suffer Like tAt lo...

Early in the morning theN i diarrhea ald, then go home le keep feeLing nausea and had car sick...

I couldn't eaT much which i only took half bowl of rice and soup for my Kota Tinggi breakfasT trip...

At thE Same time, i miSS my bEE so much..

haha~ BEE ar... can't waiT to see u tmr sia...

Hope u reallY willing to Go for HarRy poTTer wif me :)

Btw, i've made stH & bought sth for u....

Let's see tmr....

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8:16 PM;

Friday, July 13, 2007

I just want to tell you how terribly sorry I am for saying things that I'm not suppose to say. I will not make the same mistake again. I promise. You're being missed.

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11:08 AM;

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Time is the healer for all wounds. Its time for you to regain your lack of self esteem, your broken heart and your own faith. Everything is worth waiting for. Its you that people love at the end of the day. There are still many people whom you can fall back on. And thats how life goes on. Fulfill it.

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9:43 AM;

Monday, July 09, 2007

Oh my....my dieT plan started yesterdaY

it waS a tough day neh!

i dRank my AnlenE milk in the morning.... noon really couldn't tahan liao bc i got lab lesson.

so i went for my lunch in the canteen since canteen no ppl ma

then after sch, i had another cup of milk again...
when i went back hostel, i hungry again.. omg... how ler? so i had a cup of almond tea

tat's all... damn hungry, inevitable, i got gastric pain and headache ...

cannot study lo, so i went to bed quite early :(

Arh...

Miserable :(

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9:17 PM;

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Well, bEE camE and pick ME up fOr dinneR after His worK

hAha.. actuallY the main PurposE fOr this meeting Is thaT bEE wanted to paSS me the Durian Puff.

omg!! the puff was really nice!!!! thnX beE for sharinG it wiF me :)

we wEnt to CuasewaY pT, thN sAW sHu Jing & edWarD theRE.... theY wanteD to watcH moviE

ok... theY mock at mE la.... theN i mocK at theM also..

Although it waS jus a movIe, i was quitE shocKto sEE them tOgetheR lo...

no wondER sHu jIng nevER kacau Kacau me la... bc she's DaTing someone Else ma ~

Haha.. okok, carry on...

thEn we WEnt tO fooDcOurt 4 dinneR lo...

i thought the Swensen's Voucher still can use o, so i we weNT to Swensen for my favorite Ice CReam to celebratE my lasT daY to "eat" bc i start dietinG ...so sad...

After tAt, i did stH stupiD our of suddeN la... haha, i thinK bEE terkeJut alsO..

WEll... sorRy abt thaT, bee, u shuLd know wht i am refering to rite??

theN we cHat in the phoNe at arnd 12am..

Bee saiD his pareNts ask him to movE out wiTH his grandParentS bc the housE is too croWded somemore his brothER is getting marry soon...

Bee said he still consideRing la... i will not objecT he do so but a bit worry abt him la

thIs mummy's boy, staY outsidE dun know wht will Happen sia :(

bUt he's going to NS ma, shoulD be no problem la, i gueSS he will geT homesicK :P

Bee, miS u so mucH. Try to geT resT ok??

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8:53 PM;

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

WEll... me & bEE spent our whole weDnesday togethER.

we weNt for moviE "Transformers" and weNt to my hostel foR cheesE & cream PastA...

i waS so clumsY wheREby i didnt even know hOW to use the caN openeR...

haha...

theN we watcHed movie in the hostEL lo. after the moviE, botH of us very tireD le la.. so we jusT onlinE "38" a while, and tAlk cocK a whilE...

Hm... bEe asked me whethER i am reaDy or not... theN i asked him 1 queStion whiCh i wanT him to thinK y i askeD it... "Do you like me?" "yeS, i do, for surE"

nexT question

"Do you love me??" "It is too earlY to say..."

ya!!! exactly!! i wanT to attach TO some1 i LOVE but not Like!!

i admit that i like lof of ppl bC i havE the rigHT to do so...

However, Who is the onE i lovE?? Do i lovE him?? I stiLL dun knoW... my answeR is same wIF him...

So?? whY attacH to eacH otheR so soon??

i need Time.....

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11:34 PM;

Monday, July 02, 2007

LAst nite, Bee told me thAt his frienD(thiS materialistic girl)'s mum inviteD him to heR housE for dinner...

i waS so agitating and i said "Cannot!! wht the hell is she doinG!!!"

my words were so sharP, and bEE thoughT that i was angRY wiTh this...

yaLA... i admit THat i was a bit pissed by this PERmissIon thinGy bc i think that this kinD of thinG no need ask me, if u want to go then u go lo....

However, i didn't blame Bee bc i would do the same thing if i were him. I will ask for permission if really happen to be some guy invite me to his house bc the mum likes me. I don't know la... maybe bee told me that he used to like this girl be4, somemore the mum likes him... so kind of worry also...

he's rite la... i dun trust him, i have no confidence in myself also...

MY wholE personality haS been changEd sincE kenA cheaTEd by the Ex.

Bee....

Thnx for understaNding my sitUation and thnx for ur patience :)

Miz u so much :P see u tmr for thE movie ya ~

n_n

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11:20 PM;

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Oh... i had a reaLLY baD dreaM Laz nite....

I dreamT tat my daD killeD me wiTh a gUn... a GUN u know??

he ShooooooT my heaD... theN i unconciouS for a wHilE....

theN i conciouS aGain.... ntH happen aftER kena shoooooT in the head!! wierD rite???

i dreaMt thaT i sms bEE and tolD him abT this... yET his buddY replieD me and told me tAT Bee is noT frEE for me aT taT momenT....hE's avoindINg me...

omg........ i neaRly crY in my dreaM...

wHy??? wht kind of dreAm is taT????

i am so tirEd because of haviNg thiS kind of drEam...

aiH...

HavinG talkeD to Daniel thaT nitE, i fEEl quitE confusEd of my own felinG...

I alD wIllinG to do anythiNg foR bEE, and treAT him as my bF, yeT i still dun waNT to admiT thAT i ald attacHEd :(

i Made Bee waiT for me.... evEn i also dun knoW how lonG he haS to waiT..

Maybe by the Time i made up my decision, he Ald fall in Luv wiF someoNe else...

i knoW it's my probLem, i feeL so sorrY abT it...

Let me thInk again...

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7:29 PM;