
Oh... i had a reaLLY baD dreaM Laz nite....
I dreamT tat my daD killeD me wiTh a gUn... a GUN u know??
he ShooooooT my heaD... theN i unconciouS for a wHilE....
theN i conciouS aGain.... ntH happen aftER kena shoooooT in the head!! wierD rite???
i dreaMt thaT i sms bEE and tolD him abT this... yET his buddY replieD me and told me tAT Bee is noT frEE for me aT taT momenT....hE's avoindINg me...
omg........ i neaRly crY in my dreaM...
wHy??? wht kind of dreAm is taT????
i am so tirEd because of haviNg thiS kind of drEam...
aiH...
HavinG talkeD to Daniel thaT nitE, i fEEl quitE confusEd of my own felinG...
I alD wIllinG to do anythiNg foR bEE, and treAT him as my bF, yeT i still dun waNT to admiT thAT i ald attacHEd :(
i Made Bee waiT for me.... evEn i also dun knoW how lonG he haS to waiT..
Maybe by the Time i made up my decision, he Ald fall in Luv wiF someoNe else...
i knoW it's my probLem, i feeL so sorrY abT it...
Let me thInk again...