Arh.... Initially thouGht bee reaLLy got 8~5. But... that was referring to e OrientatioN programme only. Start from today, bee has to stay in @ e Air Force school at Paya Lebar until 27th Feb. OMg.... it is really lonG to go, even longeR than the timE he spenD @ tekonG. Be said every week he has 1 night out day, suppose to be wednesday, so we can at least meet each other for a whilE then. I hope is relly WEdnesdaY, bC that's the day lefT free specially for Bee. Today is a wednesdaY, is also e 1st day he stay in there, i wondeR whetheR he has nights out tonite. Hope thaT he has, bc we didn't meet each other yesterday. All these while, with his clearing leaves, my sch holiday & e public holiday, we met each other almost everyday. Suddenly cannot see each other again, the feeling is juz Like tat time in tekong, hen xin ku..... Even dun feel likE eaTing. After tat incident, i realized that i lovE him deeper & deepeR. I can't live withouT him. I can't find anotheR person better thaN him. Maybe this Is how it be? BC i think He is e Best!!! THE moment i knew He was goinG TO stay in today, i changed my library shifT with other. BecausE i really dun wanT to miss a singlE chance to meet him. My heaRt was really pain lasy nitE, i couldn't control myself and started crying bc Bee changed his status to "single" unexpectedly as both of us chage to "in a relationship" a couple weeks ago. He claimeD it was bc of TAT incident, he forgot to cHange it back. Anyway, i dun wanT to let this small matter bloW up, thus jusT forgeT abt it.
Bee ar... reaLLy lovE u, hope u can come back and see Wht i wriTe asap. Hope to see u tonite :)