Finally.... Finally i know what's happening recently and wht's happened to Joey. Why did he change so sudden? Finally i know now...I got no feeling... Really no feeling ald.... because finally i know the truth. & tat's the thing i want to heaR. hahaha... all these while i only give stress to joey, and i myself makes everyone dun like me. Nth to do with Joey... i m too sensitivE. hahaha... I made joey pressurized by his mum, and i didn't even know that... omg... how dump am i?? Juz because his mum said i over sensitive then he feel stress?? Joey, r u still hiding sth from me?Juz now Joey sms me, said he will be going to Batam with his friends during the Vesak day Holiday. Air Force friends rite??? hahaha.... THen i said ok lo. Besides ok, what can i say?? I was crying when i saw His msg.... my tears rolled down. Get away trip??? i tot get away will bring me along... like tat time what we planned, go penang, melacca??? Felt like kena dumped ald.... i still thick skin and asked "me leh?", and i got the answer that i didn't want to hear the most "I dun know". Hahaha.... Feel like saying NO. But i cant.... because i promise i will follow whatever decision He made, i will respect him. I will let him do whatever he want. Even if i unhappy with it, i will not say it out, i will not express it. This is what i promised, can't break the promise anymore. I am going to lose him.... going to lose him... i understand, joey needs time. He wants to relax, get away from me, because i only make him suffer. I understand.... No feeling... no feeling... Does this relationship still valid?Hai you yi yi ma? I asked myself. Everything seems like wo yi xiang qing yuan de. Keep begging for forgiveness. hahaha... Do we still have chancE to watcH IRON MAN together?
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