Arh... Feel so relief now.... After calling joey to clarify things, i feel much better. I asked jojo whether i can tag along for the Batam trip, he said up to me. A bit upset la... bc i wasn't invited ma... But after a while, the moment i finally got appetite to eat, i recieved jojo's msg "i'm serious. You can come along. If you can come along better. Shopping there heard cheap. Then you can go shop for all you like. Got full body spa some more."OMg.... so touch....feel much much better now. Although i still worry about his mum tat issue, but i really feel much better cos jojo accepted me. He let me go with him. i feel so happy :) i can temporary forget abt all the other things, but i want is tt jojo dun feel pressurized anymore. Cos i really want to prove that i change. Really....Aihs... 2day whole day didn't do aything again... feel so depressed and pale. No appetite. Thnk God that i clarify things out and i gain back some of e energy.Thnx for giving me chance JOJO....Hope to see u soon. Feel like hugginG u close to me :)
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