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Saturday, October 11, 2008

It has been one week that he did not want to pick up the phone nor seE me.
I have been crying for so long... Sometimes can cope ip, sumtimes cannot... I also dunno why, juZ miss him. Deep in my heArt i noE tat it's Better for Us to separaTe cos we canT communicaTe. What he wantS id whaT i dun wanT and whaT i want is noT what he Is looking for...
Juz Like whaT ronny said, i gaVe ouT all my cards ald... Game over, nth to plaY. It's truE...in my heaRt i really reaLLY miss him and want to see him. But i did not contaCt him for many daYs ever sincE i IM him in msn and told him my feeling. Sometimes, i juz suddenly woke up & feel like calling him and greet him a good morning, but i Noe if i were to do this, he would be unhapPy cos i spoil his whole daY, and i would not be happy cos he unhaPPy... So i didnt do So.
After so lonG, finally he willinG to removE the "there is no turning back" from his msn. It doesn't Mean thaT he is no longer angry anymore. He gaVe up, i suppose... juz lyk wHat my frens sAid, if he love me, he would not do all thosE things to me, he would not treaT me like tat.
Ya... so whaT if he were to let me contaCt him, what can i do?? His parents will not accept me anymore, he will not accept me anymore, then why should i hurt myself? Since he can let go, i should let go as well!! There is no poinT for me holdIng it tightLY. Juz Vain....
What people say is true... as long as i am single, there are guys coming to me. My life is noT tat bad thougH... I received a call from Tiger Airways, they shortlisted me and ask me to go for interview on MondaY... Timing juz Nice, i got no school... I m going to give my Best Shoot and i will success!! At the mean time, i dun noe when this spanish miX Burmese guy who is tAking Avionic Engineering CoursE in my sch startEd to add me in FACEBOOK and now toking to me in msn all time. He asked for my numbER and daTe me out for dinner. Of courSe, i didnt go.
Today, i meet with one of my Angmo net friend who come from South Africa. He's a cool guy... a softwaRe engineeR who is Brave to be here alone and we tok about lots of things... interesting stuffs... education, careER, vodafone (we were complaining at M1 lousy broadband), travelling and eTc... Sumthing that amazEd me was, there was this gal who tRy to sell perfume to us. Both of us were listening to hER introduction and etc, and suddenly, this guy named DEAN, said "Wo Bu Yao, Xie Xie Ni" OMG!!! He can speak chinese... So cool rite?? he's been learNing chinese for 4 months... That's really amazing...
I try to occupy my time with lots of other stuff. Maybe like What others said, After so long of trying, it's proven that me and joey juz don't work. I cant deny it... now i accept it. What i am looking forward now is to meet with more people, enlighten my life and hope i can fulfill my dream and fly around the world soon...

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